happy birthday cheong~

Today's Wai Cheong's 17th birthday. Short brife of what happened before the eat-cake ceremony..lol..went to mid at 2pm with Yuet Nam and Chia Han who was broke..lol..watched 'Up' to pass our time...(waiting for WC to finish his tuition classes)

Then after the movie, we went to RT Pastry to get the cake below...no offence but the strawberries was damn SOUR....><>

this is the sour strawberry cake i was talking bout...forgot to bring lighter =.= luckily there was a malay dude who was kind enough to borrow us his...=D TQ malay dude!
his 'walao eh' face lol...n kah hoe's 'diam diam n cut the cake' face...lol
Fuze...trying to snap a pic of the delicious cake that i bought....=p
wonder whats so facinating inside there.....hmmmmmm =p
just have to upload this....what a SWEET and LOVING couple ^^ awww-ness
haha cake-smashed face! =p artwork by yours truly =p
finally he cuts the cake....=))
Yuuuuummmmmmmm
Trying to act cute before......
......before she got 'smashed...' LOL!!!
yea yea....I got smashed too....=p pic of both of us..,^^
and of course to snap a pic with the birthday boy ^^
sour strawberry!!!!
they both are just damnnn hard sweet....even when they fight its adorably cute!!!
hmmmm...awwwwwwww =p
i wonder what was he trying to do...lol
Kah Hoe trying to do something to his plate i think...lol
it was a full moon that night....and wat a wonderful bright full moon it was...=)
walking towards our next destination....eXc Internet Cafe..lol
Kah Hoe-The couple- Fuze lol ^^

Then later we spent our time in cc for 2 hours...^^ the boys enjoying their GG-ing while Liying and I was busying with msn, fb-ing and girl;s stuff...^^

everyone went back by 11 ^^ i hoped everyone had a great time...especially the birthday fatty ^^ <3 cheong =")

We, your friends are always by your side. Promise~~~

pain?

nowadays...stress keeps getting on to me..

especially when its the big year for me..

everything doesn't seem to go into place...

now...

all i need is just someone to go to and talk..

and just hang out...you get what i mean?

haizz.

why...why now? why only now i feel this way?

really tired of this..

i don;t even want to go to my work place anymore..

the so called happiest place i could be..

but now...i don;t even want to step a foot in....

i miss them all...

i really do..

but i keep having a thought that the longer i stay the harder it is for me to let go..

i need to focus on other things now..

like my family...

my studies....

and a lot more..

not to say im unhappy with the life i have now...

and im not complaining..

its just that..

im only a girl...a teenager that still need to make mistakes to learn..

and most importantly...

i'll get tired...

with a lot of things to hold back..

i have to be strong infront of family...especially for my parents..

i love them so so much...

i don;t want them to worry because of me..

i don't want them to fuss bout my problem,..

but i hope i could have someone to go to and talk to ..

but when that time came..

all i could do is...cry..

i know i sound like a cry baby..

but what can i do..

try holding everything inside..until you couldn't hold it back anymore..

and you just burst into tears..

its hard to put yourself back together.....

haiz...

day by day..

day by day pn. ting's patients getting thinner and thinner...

haiz....tim ah tim...time to grow up, seriously...

she taught me for 5 years..and i respect her..even though she screams and yells like a maniac..

but she's always thinking bout us..=o

you guys suppose to be more considerate la..

haiz..

day by day 'her' attitude getting worse and worse...

omgosh girl, not that i want to make you look bad..which...you;re already doing it yourself perfectly..

but...as a classmate i seriously hope and pray that you could change..

you're hurting everyone around you..

especially your friends..

you say you're sad and lonely...well...why do you feel that way?

why you think we avoid you...my oh my..

you got everything you want..

why cant you just appreciate it..

you have everything that i wanted..even...u know..

it hurts to see what you gained is what you waste...you disgust me..

can't believe you could do all those things...

FYI...you destroy your own good name...the name which your mother gave you..

you can do whatever you pleased to break me...

but believe me...im not one to mess with..

and take my word : I will haunt and hunt you down...if you ever come across me or my friends or AnyOne dear to me...i swear! i'll never let you go if you do...i meant what i say and i'll do what i said.~!

so dont you mess with me...if you ever read this and think im threatenin you...then girl, you better hide...>=c

change channel..............................

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day by day..

im droping to a deeper hole..

so deep that i couldnt hold on any longer..

just wished to have more time to know 'him'

in god's will i hope i will...><

now...all i can think is my family..

i love them too much to see them sob..

couldnt even bare thinking bout it..

this breaks my heart..

so scared..

so scared of leaving..

so scared of facing this alone..

so scared of seeing you..

so scared.......so so scared..

give me this chance, this one last chance to have something to care and love...

so that when the time comes...

i wont feel like i wasted my life...

appreciate life...its full of wonderful things and sights..

things and sights...that you couldnt even imagine...how beautiful they are...until the last minute comes...

dont wait til the last minute...act now...

=)

Siao Siao!!!!! 180709

went to bandar sri petaling today wit gor....aka siao gor lol..................it starts as so.......

on my way to bbsp...and all of a sudden traffic jam =.=

cam whoring begins here

was frustrated wit the jam and gor's msgs n miss calls. xp

err....did not took any pics there....too many seafood...=x

for the last 5 tokens, gor used it in a ball shooting game...

gor scored 8 points over 10...(congrats) and got a siao siao..(pic shown at the end of blog..lol)

then later we went mv...

got bored....all movies start at 6 =.=

and you couldnt believe the line in mid...omg

then we went to boarders then our last stop...

TOYS'R US!!!!!!!!!!!

bought my new cube!

also spoted some new rubiks...

mirror blocks...

4 x 4 Oo

5 x 5 x.X

oh yea....and this crazy chick...lool

stupid gor snapped this when i was trying out my new cube..lol

oh yea....and not forgeting SIAO SIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

had a great day today.....thanks to gor...^^

and SIAO SIAO!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY

er...nothing special...just bought a cake from RT for mum =)

its a nice looking cake before we dig in...=D

and its yummy too ^^

love you mum...

happy birthday !!!

muackxx

challenge

there was a motivation speech in school the other day...

and i remembered the guy asking :' whats the MOST important thing in your life? '

stop tp think of it...we didnt actually have the time to realize that...

was it family? friends? money? career? ............

different people with loads of different answers..

I brought this thought back home...

and the outcome...was really......err....undescrbable...zZZZzzzz

my answer was challenge...

well....to me life is already the biggest challenge...

everyone is facing challenge of staying alive...and protecting their family...

and some are facing challenges in their career...

as u can see...everything we do we face the same thing - challenge...

and with challenge, we grow stronger...

we will fall and fail at times....but eventually we crawl back up to reach the top...

this is what challenges are for...

the bring out the best of us...

=)

~WITHOUT~

without...you...

at first i though i was going to lose...

without you...

i thought i couldn't love no more..

without you...

without you.~~~~~

i thought of all negative stuff...

but now~~

its all clear...

this is faith...

and the real thing that made me want u..

is because i love seeing you being happy..

and i WAS making you happy..

but days gone by..

and our chemistry gone weaker...

its the end of the chart now....and your gone..

and,,,,

i've moved on...

seeing u happy with her...is more then enough to make me realize..

that i must let go.,,

now, that your happy...i feel glad...

the once foolish me...is gone..

gone and being a better person..

=)

i figured out so much...since your gone..

and i found so much...

and gained so much....

i do miss you from time to time..

but our love will b kept in our memories only..

there it will be , the place it belongs..and nothing more..

thank you for the moments..

and i forgive you for 'those' moments..

and im sorry for 'that' moment..

growing up and moving on..

still walking with my head held high..

learning from my past and gaining for my future...

without you......................

now,

im fine~