never regret; but do LEarn

one day, a friend of mine sent me a question, saying
If you had a chance to go back to your past and u could change one thing about it, what would it be?
without hesitating i answered: NOTHING
a simple reason for the answer i gave...
if i hadn't been hurt in an relationship, i will never learn to love and give
if i hadn't fallen down, how will i learn to get up again?
if i hadn't failed, how will i be strong enough to fight for success?
everything in the past was a lesson...
everyone in this world has to go through it..=)
it might be hard,
it might be painful,
it might even cause u deep injuries..
but the deeper the wound...
the brighter your future..
never regret what had already happened..
but learn from it.
=))
live life to the fullest and you will never have a boring day in your life..
be happy...give n love to the max so you'll never fall back too far...=)

special thx~

SPECIAL THX TO KENNY FOR FIXING MY OLD CACAT BLOG TO THIS BEAUTIFUL DESIGN =)))
THANK YOU!!!!!!!
and thank you to the people who made my day today =)
who are mr lim, ms hui, ms lim, ms jiexi, ms kong, ms yip and mr woo..AND!
MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love you all sooo sooo much!
today's a special day not coz its xmas but coz i got to spent it with you guys =))

OVER THE MOON!!!

wow, its xmas eve, ppl!!!!!
woohoozzzz!!!! one more hour it will be xmas!!!!
watching a movie with mum tomolo...
today jam like.....XXXXXXX (insert word)
ohhhh.......SUPPER!!!! be back soon to continue~~~~
ngek ngek

holiday

raya holiday is here....
wooohooo!!!!
thx to them i got to relax at home goyang kaki after a head aching trialss...
i'm gonna have loads of fun this week no matter what..
cause when i get back..
pn ting will be pissing off on everyone...
woohooo~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant wait.(being sarcastic)....=.=
gonna have fun fun fun~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday cheong~

Today's Wai Cheong's 17th birthday. Short brife of what happened before the eat-cake ceremony..lol..went to mid at 2pm with Yuet Nam and Chia Han who was broke..lol..watched 'Up' to pass our time...(waiting for WC to finish his tuition classes)

Then after the movie, we went to RT Pastry to get the cake below...no offence but the strawberries was damn SOUR....><>

this is the sour strawberry cake i was talking bout...forgot to bring lighter =.= luckily there was a malay dude who was kind enough to borrow us his...=D TQ malay dude!
his 'walao eh' face lol...n kah hoe's 'diam diam n cut the cake' face...lol
Fuze...trying to snap a pic of the delicious cake that i bought....=p
wonder whats so facinating inside there.....hmmmmmm =p
just have to upload this....what a SWEET and LOVING couple ^^ awww-ness
haha cake-smashed face! =p artwork by yours truly =p
finally he cuts the cake....=))
Yuuuuummmmmmmm
Trying to act cute before......
......before she got 'smashed...' LOL!!!
yea yea....I got smashed too....=p pic of both of us..,^^
and of course to snap a pic with the birthday boy ^^
sour strawberry!!!!
they both are just damnnn hard sweet....even when they fight its adorably cute!!!
hmmmm...awwwwwwww =p
i wonder what was he trying to do...lol
Kah Hoe trying to do something to his plate i think...lol
it was a full moon that night....and wat a wonderful bright full moon it was...=)
walking towards our next destination....eXc Internet Cafe..lol
Kah Hoe-The couple- Fuze lol ^^

Then later we spent our time in cc for 2 hours...^^ the boys enjoying their GG-ing while Liying and I was busying with msn, fb-ing and girl;s stuff...^^

everyone went back by 11 ^^ i hoped everyone had a great time...especially the birthday fatty ^^ <3 cheong =")

We, your friends are always by your side. Promise~~~

pain?

nowadays...stress keeps getting on to me..

especially when its the big year for me..

everything doesn't seem to go into place...

now...

all i need is just someone to go to and talk..

and just hang out...you get what i mean?

haizz.

why...why now? why only now i feel this way?

really tired of this..

i don;t even want to go to my work place anymore..

the so called happiest place i could be..

but now...i don;t even want to step a foot in....

i miss them all...

i really do..

but i keep having a thought that the longer i stay the harder it is for me to let go..

i need to focus on other things now..

like my family...

my studies....

and a lot more..

not to say im unhappy with the life i have now...

and im not complaining..

its just that..

im only a girl...a teenager that still need to make mistakes to learn..

and most importantly...

i'll get tired...

with a lot of things to hold back..

i have to be strong infront of family...especially for my parents..

i love them so so much...

i don;t want them to worry because of me..

i don't want them to fuss bout my problem,..

but i hope i could have someone to go to and talk to ..

but when that time came..

all i could do is...cry..

i know i sound like a cry baby..

but what can i do..

try holding everything inside..until you couldn't hold it back anymore..

and you just burst into tears..

its hard to put yourself back together.....

haiz...

day by day..

day by day pn. ting's patients getting thinner and thinner...

haiz....tim ah tim...time to grow up, seriously...

she taught me for 5 years..and i respect her..even though she screams and yells like a maniac..

but she's always thinking bout us..=o

you guys suppose to be more considerate la..

haiz..

day by day 'her' attitude getting worse and worse...

omgosh girl, not that i want to make you look bad..which...you;re already doing it yourself perfectly..

but...as a classmate i seriously hope and pray that you could change..

you're hurting everyone around you..

especially your friends..

you say you're sad and lonely...well...why do you feel that way?

why you think we avoid you...my oh my..

you got everything you want..

why cant you just appreciate it..

you have everything that i wanted..even...u know..

it hurts to see what you gained is what you waste...you disgust me..

can't believe you could do all those things...

FYI...you destroy your own good name...the name which your mother gave you..

you can do whatever you pleased to break me...

but believe me...im not one to mess with..

and take my word : I will haunt and hunt you down...if you ever come across me or my friends or AnyOne dear to me...i swear! i'll never let you go if you do...i meant what i say and i'll do what i said.~!

so dont you mess with me...if you ever read this and think im threatenin you...then girl, you better hide...>=c

change channel..............................

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day by day..

im droping to a deeper hole..

so deep that i couldnt hold on any longer..

just wished to have more time to know 'him'

in god's will i hope i will...><

now...all i can think is my family..

i love them too much to see them sob..

couldnt even bare thinking bout it..

this breaks my heart..

so scared..

so scared of leaving..

so scared of facing this alone..

so scared of seeing you..

so scared.......so so scared..

give me this chance, this one last chance to have something to care and love...

so that when the time comes...

i wont feel like i wasted my life...

appreciate life...its full of wonderful things and sights..

things and sights...that you couldnt even imagine...how beautiful they are...until the last minute comes...

dont wait til the last minute...act now...

=)