i really hate this day..
the cruelest day ever...
the day i witness death..
how short is life....
my baby kevin left this world with a few struggle...
b and mom told me its time to let go...
i understand that life will come to aan end one day...
but i never thought that it will be this soon..
i loved him so much...
its just too soon and too sudden..
how can i ever replace you with other PETS..
im so afraid to love again...
i don wan to bring it back just to see them go again...
GOODBYE can never be said in a right time........
you were my baby...
you were everything to me...
i can tell you anything when i have no one to turn to
but nopw...you're gone...gone to a better place
leaving me here alone..
now i really feel alone..
i miss you kevin~
i miss you~~
i'll never forget you~
Saturday, October 25, 2008
wheee
FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY~!!! its finally over...
exam is over~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all the late night studies...
all the stress...
all the headaches...
ALL OVER~!!!!!!!!!!!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
BUT~~~
the worst is yet to come....
the results T.T
this time im doomed~
well...i better live my last breath before i die`~~
x.x
hope everyone else gets good results ^^
all the best to you all~!!!!
exam is over~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all the late night studies...
all the stress...
all the headaches...
ALL OVER~!!!!!!!!!!!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
BUT~~~
the worst is yet to come....
the results T.T
this time im doomed~
well...i better live my last breath before i die`~~
x.x
hope everyone else gets good results ^^
all the best to you all~!!!!
Friday, September 5, 2008
happy birthday dear~!
september 5, baby's birthday...today was suppose to be suprising but someone go see my wallet wor....grrr...nautghty~! ^^ before school ends the guys gave baby a lil birthday present>>
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
few more days
just a few more days til soo's birthday...i'm really nervous for no reason...whoever reads this i hope that y'all can stay back this friday to come and celebrate together...i hope he'll like the preparation i made...
WISH ME LUCK~
WISH ME LUCK~
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
~*this is to you*~
this is to you dear...
i know although v fight most of the time..but i really love you..i really do...i meant everything i say...your the apple of my heart...and none of that will ever change..i mean it...you're the best thing that have ever happened to me...
somehow andi dont know why...sometimes i'm afraid of losing you even though you'd remind me over and over agn that you'll never leave me.. i guess i couldnt imagine the pain i'll face of losing you..thats why i've been very annoying for the past few days/ weeks...i just want you to remember all the moments we are together..even though its annoying, and sometimes piss u off..i just want you to remember that.,.cause i will certainly remember my moments with you for the rest of my life...
i've dated a few guys in the past but that is the past you are the present and the future..and yes i do want a future with you...i believe in you..i trust you...i just want you...your the only one i can count on of giving me joy...you give me hope...you gave me so much than my family...i was lost but now i'm found thats toi you...i dont want a friend that saying they love but dont mean it to spend their rest of their life with me..i just want a best friend that can laugh with me and at me and go through hard moments with me even if its very very hard...and YOU"RE the best friend i always wanted and more....you'd gave me all the things to please my little heart...thank you thank you and thank you~
I LOVE YOU~
remember......i just want a best friend that can laugh with me and AT me~i just want someone to go to and laugh with..and go through hard times with me...k?
i hope you know what im talking bout...=) i also like childish fat cows =p
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i know although v fight most of the time..but i really love you..i really do...i meant everything i say...your the apple of my heart...and none of that will ever change..i mean it...you're the best thing that have ever happened to me...
somehow andi dont know why...sometimes i'm afraid of losing you even though you'd remind me over and over agn that you'll never leave me.. i guess i couldnt imagine the pain i'll face of losing you..thats why i've been very annoying for the past few days/ weeks...i just want you to remember all the moments we are together..even though its annoying, and sometimes piss u off..i just want you to remember that.,.cause i will certainly remember my moments with you for the rest of my life...
i've dated a few guys in the past but that is the past you are the present and the future..and yes i do want a future with you...i believe in you..i trust you...i just want you...your the only one i can count on of giving me joy...you give me hope...you gave me so much than my family...i was lost but now i'm found thats toi you...i dont want a friend that saying they love but dont mean it to spend their rest of their life with me..i just want a best friend that can laugh with me and at me and go through hard moments with me even if its very very hard...and YOU"RE the best friend i always wanted and more....you'd gave me all the things to please my little heart...thank you thank you and thank you~
I LOVE YOU~
remember......i just want a best friend that can laugh with me and AT me~i just want someone to go to and laugh with..and go through hard times with me...k?
i hope you know what im talking bout...=) i also like childish fat cows =p
7708801314520
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
4 sc 2 a.k.a 4 sc ZOO~
4 sc 2 is the only place i wana be in this 2 years...as for the people in it..they are the ones i want to be with for the rest of my life...
4sc 2 also known as 4 sc zoo is so called the dirty, lots of talk about, noisiest, brings problem, science class in SMKDP.
although our class had been lecture many times from teachers and cousellors..but yet i never lost interest in being in this class and being with the people in it..
4 sc zoo is like a fruit basket..you'll never know wat you're gonna get...maybe strawberries or mangoes or durians or even bad apples..
set things straight
i thought i will regret this day but the thing is...i actually enjoyed my day today as a normal student..the days without stress and worries that is.
but now theres another thing thats really really bothering me..that is the RUMOURS...
i thought i was over this..until today..comon' u all know that im no quitter...i understand why the rumours spread..but i couldn't believe my eyes and ears when u knew who started it...
it was VERY dissapointing...and it is VERY VERY LOW even for the person who started it...(you should know better~! shame on you~!)
what is more dissapointing is the ones who believed it and spread it...y'all should knw me better than this...
i have my reasons..and its not because im afraid or just being negative..
if youre really my friend then you'll believe me when i say i will be back~!
if you dont believe me then stand a side...AND WATCH ME..
im not the kind that will be pushed around by ANYONE~!
just want you to know that i really put all my heart and soul into this thing...
but thanks to certain people..all my hardwork is ruin~
not to be rude but find something else better to do with your life~
one who spread lies about other people to get to the top is the lowest people in the universe~!
remember this~
15/7/08
but now theres another thing thats really really bothering me..that is the RUMOURS...
i thought i was over this..until today..comon' u all know that im no quitter...i understand why the rumours spread..but i couldn't believe my eyes and ears when u knew who started it...
it was VERY dissapointing...and it is VERY VERY LOW even for the person who started it...(you should know better~! shame on you~!)
what is more dissapointing is the ones who believed it and spread it...y'all should knw me better than this...
i have my reasons..and its not because im afraid or just being negative..
if youre really my friend then you'll believe me when i say i will be back~!
if you dont believe me then stand a side...AND WATCH ME..
im not the kind that will be pushed around by ANYONE~!
just want you to know that i really put all my heart and soul into this thing...
but thanks to certain people..all my hardwork is ruin~
not to be rude but find something else better to do with your life~
one who spread lies about other people to get to the top is the lowest people in the universe~!
remember this~
15/7/08
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