we been arguing for the past few weeks...the truth is...i cant sleep through the night not thinkiong about what i said and what you said..have we lost our touch? or are u and i just worried about something...? i get confuse by listening to myself nowadays..i lost all my sense of directions..
its so hard sometimes to listen to you...cause you sometimes just hurt me badly....til i couldn't breath...just wish that you could understand for once...walk in my shoes for a day...its not easy being me and its not easy being a girl..i know its not easy being a guy as wel...i know what you're going through...i know how it feels...i know all of it...how u ask? u already know the answer to this question...
just want you to know that no matter what you say or what you do...i wont give up on you...not that easily...after all that we had been through...i really..dont want it to end...and i know that you wont let me go either...i just hope that we could stop arguing just for a second...and just listen to our heartbeats...my heartbeat is the same as yours...cause we both love each other...we both want the same thing...thats why we are arguing....i dont know why..i dont knowhow...all i know that is everytime we argue my heart felt like it was tearing up inside...slowly its bleeding...bleeding with blood our sadness...the blood of the devil...
i love you dear...im sorry for everything that im not...please just stop everything now...all i want is you know...peace and quiet...with me...only me....with the begs of mc donalds fries...doing what we love...playing together..watching home movies...i want toi grow fat with you...i want to growold with you...i love you dear..and i dont want everything we had just end like this....i love u...relly relly much...so please babe dont screw this chance up...k?
