i feel more and more....how can i put this....relaxed?
just to take my mind off of him...
and evryday in class..
just to see him happy with HER...
although it stings...but as long as he's happy right?
btw....i found something that i love again...but this time...
im sure that it wont go away...
its my job..
the people there just treat me like family...
and i will safe with them...i know that they'll never hurt me..
and plus...i get to be with kids..which i love...
=)
for sure there'll be some ups and downs..but it wont hurt that bad..
he's just my past...who cares whether its bad or good..
but it had made everything clear to me..
so much i have lost and so much i have found..
now that im stronger....i'll keep on searching...
for what? im still not sure...
but i believe i'll get it one day dont care how long it takes...
for now...i'll just keep YOU as my lil secret...
and our friendship will never end...cause i'll keep you in a safe distance..=)
where we can be friends forever..
=)
just wana say thank you to those had help me go through my weakest moments..
and to the people in 360...may god bless you all..
and to you...sarangheyo......shhhhhhhh...
