To the dearest teachers of my heart,
....in specifric [Mr. Lim & Ms. Hui]
...i know sending a sms is not sincere....calling is not sincere
even typing this is merely as sincere as caling..
but truth to be told...
i'm just...
AFRAID to say this out loud...
I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS...
but teacher, you just give me the creeps more than respect
i don't whic step i make might make me lose my job...
both of you are so good in talking...that you can talk me out into jobless society..
you always told us to be gratefull...and i thank you for that...
because of you, i built up new relationshp with my parents...
you always told us to be filial....i want to be too...
we heard stories of others saying they lost their loved ones gone away before they could spend time with themm...
i dont want to regret on the things that i didnt do...
you could see your parents and be with them everyday...
i dont want to miss out on any on that...
you guys are happy and lucky enough to have that...
i dont want to be told that i was the one who doesnt go home even i live 15 mins apart from home.
thats stupid...
i dont want to sound mean...but im just depressed and frustrated over the way you treat me,,,
it sucks...
i just want to be normal like the normals witha job.
[to be continue]
