~*this is to you*~

this is to you dear...
i know although v fight most of the time..but i really love you..i really do...i meant everything i say...your the apple of my heart...and none of that will ever change..i mean it...you're the best thing that have ever happened to me...
somehow andi dont know why...sometimes i'm afraid of losing you even though you'd remind me over and over agn that you'll never leave me.. i guess i couldnt imagine the pain i'll face of losing you..thats why i've been very annoying for the past few days/ weeks...i just want you to remember all the moments we are together..even though its annoying, and sometimes piss u off..i just want you to remember that.,.cause i will certainly remember my moments with you for the rest of my life...
i've dated a few guys in the past but that is the past you are the present and the future..and yes i do want a future with you...i believe in you..i trust you...i just want you...your the only one i can count on of giving me joy...you give me hope...you gave me so much than my family...i was lost but now i'm found thats toi you...i dont want a friend that saying they love but dont mean it to spend their rest of their life with me..i just want a best friend that can laugh with me and at me and go through hard moments with me even if its very very hard...and YOU"RE the best friend i always wanted and more....you'd gave me all the things to please my little heart...thank you thank you and thank you~
I LOVE YOU~
remember......i just want a best friend that can laugh with me and AT me~i just want someone to go to and laugh with..and go through hard times with me...k?
i hope you know what im talking bout...=) i also like childish fat cows =p

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