challenge

there was a motivation speech in school the other day...

and i remembered the guy asking :' whats the MOST important thing in your life? '

stop tp think of it...we didnt actually have the time to realize that...

was it family? friends? money? career? ............

different people with loads of different answers..

I brought this thought back home...

and the outcome...was really......err....undescrbable...zZZZzzzz

my answer was challenge...

well....to me life is already the biggest challenge...

everyone is facing challenge of staying alive...and protecting their family...

and some are facing challenges in their career...

as u can see...everything we do we face the same thing - challenge...

and with challenge, we grow stronger...

we will fall and fail at times....but eventually we crawl back up to reach the top...

this is what challenges are for...

the bring out the best of us...

=)

~WITHOUT~

without...you...

at first i though i was going to lose...

without you...

i thought i couldn't love no more..

without you...

without you.~~~~~

i thought of all negative stuff...

but now~~

its all clear...

this is faith...

and the real thing that made me want u..

is because i love seeing you being happy..

and i WAS making you happy..

but days gone by..

and our chemistry gone weaker...

its the end of the chart now....and your gone..

and,,,,

i've moved on...

seeing u happy with her...is more then enough to make me realize..

that i must let go.,,

now, that your happy...i feel glad...

the once foolish me...is gone..

gone and being a better person..

=)

i figured out so much...since your gone..

and i found so much...

and gained so much....

i do miss you from time to time..

but our love will b kept in our memories only..

there it will be , the place it belongs..and nothing more..

thank you for the moments..

and i forgive you for 'those' moments..

and im sorry for 'that' moment..

growing up and moving on..

still walking with my head held high..

learning from my past and gaining for my future...

without you......................

now,

im fine~

*~obsession~*

Obsession.....

people like teenagers have obsessions...and its normal...

everyone has it...

some for shoes..

some for mobile phones...

some for clothes...

food....

books.....

perfume....

cars....

etc.....u name it......

its just apart of life u see...

well....as for me...

im obsessed with,,,,,,,,

WATCHES~~~

^^ just to show you some of the watches im dying to get~~~

SHEEN

G-ms (BABY-G)

FUTURIST

G-SHOCK

BABY-G

obsession

baby-G

bravo to the unexpected

1 june 2009...

first Science Course EVER held by the Science and Math club

at first we thought it will be a boring day..

cause (no offence) timothy is planning the whole camp...

but the unexpected had happened today..

we actually had a lot of fun in the so called camp...

learnt a lot of things from it...

AMAZING....lol

besides all this scientific things...i too found out some 'things' as well..

tht is also unexpected...

just hoped today would never end..

cause it was the only time tht we could actually be together in a group n have fun

this i can say is a vry memorable say for everyone...

no matter what happened...every body put their differences aside n just had fun..

=)

really proud of u guys... keep it up~!!!!

360

now that im working and busy with pandu stuff..

i feel more and more....how can i put this....relaxed?

just to take my mind off of him...

and evryday in class..

just to see him happy with HER...

although it stings...but as long as he's happy right?

btw....i found something that i love again...but this time...

im sure that it wont go away...

its my job..

the people there just treat me like family...

and i will safe with them...i know that they'll never hurt me..

and plus...i get to be with kids..which i love...

=)

for sure there'll be some ups and downs..but it wont hurt that bad..

he's just my past...who cares whether its bad or good..

but it had made everything clear to me..

so much i have lost and so much i have found..

now that im stronger....i'll keep on searching...

for what? im still not sure...

but i believe i'll get it one day dont care how long it takes...

for now...i'll just keep YOU as my lil secret...

and our friendship will never end...cause i'll keep you in a safe distance..=)

where we can be friends forever..

=)

just wana say thank you to those had help me go through my weakest moments..

and to the people in 360...may god bless you all..

and to you...sarangheyo......shhhhhhhh...

friday of 1309

why does it all have to end like this..

this is mad...

this sucks...alot

really thought u were the one...

i believed it...

until.....i saw u walking and talking with her'

as friends i suppose..

but my guess was right from the beginning

u found someone to replace me..

and yet im still here standing alone in the rain..

afraid to step in a game again...

afraid of getting hurt like so...

things around certainly changed since ur gone...but...

my heart.....is still the same...

stupid~!!! everyday ii scold myself..

was is something i said and done?

i trusted you...i believed in you and in us...

but alwiz...im the one who end up in this kind of situation..

i feel so stupid to believe in myself...

i dont know whats right or wrong or up or down..

confusion feels my head

as you went to spread.

trying to let go.,..not trying hard enough i guess...

so sick...of everything that reminds me of you.,..

i hate you so much that i love you~!

wat the hell man~!

this sucks...

why does this scene keeps happening agn and agn...???

its a cruel flash back of everything in my life...

just wished you could have gave me a better reason..

....im just playing myself....

as i write this here today...

i....dont know what i want or what will happened..

but one thing for sure,...it doesnt include you..

i'll move on...and mayb live a life that is much more satisfying,,

but i'll never forget us...

thats a cruel and yet sad fact...

but believe me....

what goes around comes around.

i'll be smiling and laughing..

but inside its shreading into pieces..

i'll hide the pain and go along..

do the things that i once loved..

never letting you see how pain it feels..

i'll live on...til my end of time,,

at my desperate time of need i realized who are the friends for keeps...

true friends shows in hard cruel times..

you'll be amazed who i chose...

as i was amazed myself...

but here i need to thank you too...

for giving me the time of my life and now i have bundle of time..

to realize what i've missed..

to all who is reading this.,..

heres an advice...

live everyday like its your last..

as noone knows when its our last...

only the Writer Himself knows the ending..