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baby-G

bravo to the unexpected

1 june 2009...

first Science Course EVER held by the Science and Math club

at first we thought it will be a boring day..

cause (no offence) timothy is planning the whole camp...

but the unexpected had happened today..

we actually had a lot of fun in the so called camp...

learnt a lot of things from it...

AMAZING....lol

besides all this scientific things...i too found out some 'things' as well..

tht is also unexpected...

just hoped today would never end..

cause it was the only time tht we could actually be together in a group n have fun

this i can say is a vry memorable say for everyone...

no matter what happened...every body put their differences aside n just had fun..

=)

really proud of u guys... keep it up~!!!!

360

now that im working and busy with pandu stuff..

i feel more and more....how can i put this....relaxed?

just to take my mind off of him...

and evryday in class..

just to see him happy with HER...

although it stings...but as long as he's happy right?

btw....i found something that i love again...but this time...

im sure that it wont go away...

its my job..

the people there just treat me like family...

and i will safe with them...i know that they'll never hurt me..

and plus...i get to be with kids..which i love...

=)

for sure there'll be some ups and downs..but it wont hurt that bad..

he's just my past...who cares whether its bad or good..

but it had made everything clear to me..

so much i have lost and so much i have found..

now that im stronger....i'll keep on searching...

for what? im still not sure...

but i believe i'll get it one day dont care how long it takes...

for now...i'll just keep YOU as my lil secret...

and our friendship will never end...cause i'll keep you in a safe distance..=)

where we can be friends forever..

=)

just wana say thank you to those had help me go through my weakest moments..

and to the people in 360...may god bless you all..

and to you...sarangheyo......shhhhhhhh...

friday of 1309

why does it all have to end like this..

this is mad...

this sucks...alot

really thought u were the one...

i believed it...

until.....i saw u walking and talking with her'

as friends i suppose..

but my guess was right from the beginning

u found someone to replace me..

and yet im still here standing alone in the rain..

afraid to step in a game again...

afraid of getting hurt like so...

things around certainly changed since ur gone...but...

my heart.....is still the same...

stupid~!!! everyday ii scold myself..

was is something i said and done?

i trusted you...i believed in you and in us...

but alwiz...im the one who end up in this kind of situation..

i feel so stupid to believe in myself...

i dont know whats right or wrong or up or down..

confusion feels my head

as you went to spread.

trying to let go.,..not trying hard enough i guess...

so sick...of everything that reminds me of you.,..

i hate you so much that i love you~!

wat the hell man~!

this sucks...

why does this scene keeps happening agn and agn...???

its a cruel flash back of everything in my life...

just wished you could have gave me a better reason..

....im just playing myself....

as i write this here today...

i....dont know what i want or what will happened..

but one thing for sure,...it doesnt include you..

i'll move on...and mayb live a life that is much more satisfying,,

but i'll never forget us...

thats a cruel and yet sad fact...

but believe me....

what goes around comes around.

i'll be smiling and laughing..

but inside its shreading into pieces..

i'll hide the pain and go along..

do the things that i once loved..

never letting you see how pain it feels..

i'll live on...til my end of time,,

at my desperate time of need i realized who are the friends for keeps...

true friends shows in hard cruel times..

you'll be amazed who i chose...

as i was amazed myself...

but here i need to thank you too...

for giving me the time of my life and now i have bundle of time..

to realize what i've missed..

to all who is reading this.,..

heres an advice...

live everyday like its your last..

as noone knows when its our last...

only the Writer Himself knows the ending..

Big Bang

DETAILSS::

~G-Dragon~

Group Leader
Name : Kwon Jiyong

Bday : 18*8*1988

Horoscope : Leo

Height :177cm

Weight :58kg

Blood type: A

Hometown : Seoul

Family Members: Parents and elder sister

Hobbies: drawing, listening to music

Talents: Rapping, Beatbox, Dance, writing lyrics, singing, (language)English and Chinese

Solos: 'This Love', 'But I Love You', 'Only Look At Me part.2'

!~T.O.P~!

Rapper/Beatboxer

Name : Choi Seung Hyun

Bday : 4*11*1987

Horoscope : Scorpio

Height 181cm

Weight :65kg

Blood type: B

Family members: parents, elder sister

Hometown : Seoul

Talents : rapping, beatbox, writing lyrics

Favourite food : rice =)

Most priceless thing to him: Family, BigBang, Friends

Solos : 'Pretend Nothing Had Happened', 'Big Boy', 'NO DIGGITY'

*~Tae Yang~*

Vocal/Rapper/cheorographer

Name : Dong Youngbae

Bday : 18*5*1988

Horoscope : Taurus

Height: 174cm

Weight: 62kg

Blood type : AB

Family members: parents, elder brother

Hobbies: basketball, listening music, watching tv

Talents : rapping, dance, beatbox, writing lyrics, (language)English and japanese

Solos : 'Hot'

&~Dae Sung~&

Vocal

Name : Kang Daesung

Bday : 26*4*1989

Horoscope : Taurus

Height 176cm

Weight: 63kg

Bloodtype : O

Family members: Parents , elder sister

hometown : Seoul

Talents : Singing, (language)English

Solos: 'Try to Smile', 'Nal Ba Gwisoon'

Tv Series : 'Family Outing'

0~Seung Ri~0

Vocal 'cheorographer

Name : Lee Seung Hyun

Bday : 12*12*1990

Horoscope : Sagutarius

Height: 174cm

Weight: 62kg

Blood type : A

Talents : Singing, Dance, Swimming

Interests: Dance, Cheorographing

Family members: parents, younger sister

Idol: Kim Jun Siu

Solos : 'The Second Day', 'Strong Baby'

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7-2-2009
so called baby's happiest day
he bought a new phone today...
so called dream phone..for a very reasonable price...
happy for him...
now if only he stops kutuk=ing me i lagi happy.
=.,=

what a new year

what a new year this is...
i cant go out...i cant hangf out with friends...the worse of all i can get out~!
what tears my heart is that you cant even be there for me...
since sunday i been no where but home,,,
ppl say home sweet home..
it is...dun get me wrong..i love myt home..
but i dun wana be 24/7 cooped up in here..
im a human more importantly I AM A TEENAGER~!!!!!!!!!
i need fresh air///
i need someone tht i can socialize with...
watch tv? NO...play computer? NO...sleep? NO~!
I WANA GET OUT OF HERE,,,
i cant seem to do anything right....
since 24/1 i get scolded til today..
WTF~!!! wtf u wan me to say and do?~??~!@$#@#$!@#
if u wan me to do something i'll be happy to..
BUT NOT BY YELLING OR COMMANDING!!
when im feeling blue i turn to u..but this week..u werent there at all..
i feel lost..really lost..
is like no one could help me...i couldnt say anything to anyone...
i get bored and lonely...and all u can say is...
'THATS LIFE GET ON WITH IT..''
i was shocked...really shocked....
thats not life...thats torture...
as for you..............you've changed........
its wierd to see u like this....
i once was found...but...now im lost...again........
i need my life back...