4 sc 2 a.k.a 4 sc ZOO~

4 sc 2 is the only place i wana be in this 2 years...as for the people in it..they are the ones i want to be with for the rest of my life...

4sc 2 also known as 4 sc zoo is so called the dirty, lots of talk about, noisiest, brings problem, science class in SMKDP.

although our class had been lecture many times from teachers and cousellors..but yet i never lost interest in being in this class and being with the people in it..

4 sc zoo is like a fruit basket..you'll never know wat you're gonna get...maybe strawberries or mangoes or durians or even bad apples..

set things straight

i thought i will regret this day but the thing is...i actually enjoyed my day today as a normal student..the days without stress and worries that is.
but now theres another thing thats really really bothering me..that is the RUMOURS...
i thought i was over this..until today..comon' u all know that im no quitter...i understand why the rumours spread..but i couldn't believe my eyes and ears when u knew who started it...
it was VERY dissapointing...and it is VERY VERY LOW even for the person who started it...(you should know better~! shame on you~!)
what is more dissapointing is the ones who believed it and spread it...y'all should knw me better than this...
i have my reasons..and its not because im afraid or just being negative..
if youre really my friend then you'll believe me when i say i will be back~!
if you dont believe me then stand a side...AND WATCH ME..
im not the kind that will be pushed around by ANYONE~!
just want you to know that i really put all my heart and soul into this thing...
but thanks to certain people..all my hardwork is ruin~
not to be rude but find something else better to do with your life~
one who spread lies about other people to get to the top is the lowest people in the universe~!
remember this~

15/7/08

set things straight

14/7/08 resigned

to my fellow librarians...
today 14/7/08 i had made my final decision to resign as a librarian once an for all..
i have no regrets to my decision.
the reason of my decision is not because of the post. so please stop spreading rumours...
im sick and tired of rumours...get a life people..
in this 3/4 years i didn't meant to hurt anyone..if i did..im sorry..please forgive me..
and in this few years time. I WORKED hard to get to the top..I did not USE ANYONE to get to the top..
my love is true..and my hardwork is all real.
the reason i resigned is because i'm falling ill from a disease..im taking these time to treat it and i want to spend more time with my family, which i had been ignoring because of business..
i just want to use this left over time to do what i had left out doing..
working in the library with all the seniors and juniors had been a lot of fun...
i learnt a lot from them.
i thank you all for giving me the time of my life...
i didn't want to leave as this is a sudden..but as my body is getting weaker each day..i find it impossible to complete my duty in the library...
i didnt want anyone to know about this...so why did i come clean now?
i just want to set straight everything...
i did not resign because i was upset and displease with the result of the post
i did not resign because of HIM..
i did not resign because if the unfairness from the teachers,,
although i leave with undying heart..but i cannot do anything...
i will really miss y'all...as we had share a lot of memories together..
after you read this i just want u to know that i don wan any special treatment or sympathy..
i just wan to be treated fair and as usual...
even though im no longer a librarian doesn't mean im not melissa choy~! =)
im always the crazy girl in 4 sc 2...
before i end this...i just want to say sorry to anyone that i had hurt for the past years.and thank you to all my friends that had supported me over the years...
my heart is always with y'all...my spirit is always in the library...hope y'all find new and fresh inspiration..
i know y'all will do well with or without me ^^




once a librarian alwayz a librarian (eventhough just in heart) =p


~~~~~~~Melissa~~~~~~

!!!SMKDP SUX!!!

basically SMKDP dont suck its just most of the teachers in it. brainless fuck-tards~! not to be rude but I cant help it~! you all are just blind and just stupid..u all are great teachers with brilliant mind.(at least most of you'all) but you just use your eyes to decide...you dont use your brains at all???
all this years of hard work...non of it being paid off...you ask us to respect y'all but wat bout us? we are hyuman beings too..if you learn to respect us you'll find it more easier to communicate wit us..
like you all said you all was once a teenager like us...USE YOUR BRAIN!!! and think..! wat were you like in those days? rebelious? naughty? or maybe you are always the hard working but never gets anything in repay...or maybe you are the one putting your hopes and looking at it crashing down infront of you...
Ever had that feeling??
you all know what its like...i know you have your own responsibility....and so do we...but its not wrong to have fun and USE YOUR BRAIN ONCE IN A WHILE!@!!@!!
its wrong to judge a person if you DONT REALLY know them...you dont know the pain that we are going through because of y'all...you tried that before in your years...so why do you want to pass it down to us?
because of your actions..it will be pass down to generations. ending up we only have one person to blame...
im upset because of y'all...i've put my heart and soul to everything i did for .....but at the end...(sigh) u all disgust me~!
you all have no rights to hurt anyone like that~!!!!!!!! this scar wil remain in me forever~!!!


bullshit to the teachers who had hurt my feelings and my spirit~!!
you're in my list~!

please~><

i duno how to put it but im very upset and very dissapointed. i thought you were the 1 who ask to give him a chnce? which i did.
no offence but u're really a lil bit too drama queen-ish~!
i thought you were the loving, funny, sweet, nice, thoughtful.....kind of guy...but end up ure just a baby....
u cant accept rejection...thats not my fault..why are you blaming me? i just followed your orders...
for your information...im not feeling any guilt...cause i din do anything wrong...
girls like me doesnt care bout a guys' appearance its the heart that counts..
my current bf mayb isnt the perfect one infront of other girls...but he is to me..he's the only 1 who can let me act like a fool infront of him and doesnt mind i make wrong mistakes...not only that he loves me..ALOT~!!! more than u fools ever will..i'd made up my mind...i wan no one else but him.
he' s the one for me...
the rest of y'all can pack your bags and get lost..i dont wana care a damn bout y'all..
i dun wana b rude but you leave me no choice to say this...
i wan to do things my OWN way...n listen to my heart for now on~!
i wont let u decide for me....
for i am my own master...your nt the boss of me~!
goodbye~!!!