Saturday, October 25, 2008
23-10-2008 10.30pm
the cruelest day ever...
the day i witness death..
how short is life....
my baby kevin left this world with a few struggle...
b and mom told me its time to let go...
i understand that life will come to aan end one day...
but i never thought that it will be this soon..
i loved him so much...
its just too soon and too sudden..
how can i ever replace you with other PETS..
im so afraid to love again...
i don wan to bring it back just to see them go again...
GOODBYE can never be said in a right time........
you were my baby...
you were everything to me...
i can tell you anything when i have no one to turn to
but nopw...you're gone...gone to a better place
leaving me here alone..
now i really feel alone..
i miss you kevin~
i miss you~~
i'll never forget you~
wheee
exam is over~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all the late night studies...
all the stress...
all the headaches...
ALL OVER~!!!!!!!!!!!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
BUT~~~
the worst is yet to come....
the results T.T
this time im doomed~
well...i better live my last breath before i die`~~
x.x
hope everyone else gets good results ^^
all the best to you all~!!!!
Friday, September 5, 2008
happy birthday dear~!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
few more days
WISH ME LUCK~
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
~*this is to you*~
i know although v fight most of the time..but i really love you..i really do...i meant everything i say...your the apple of my heart...and none of that will ever change..i mean it...you're the best thing that have ever happened to me...
somehow andi dont know why...sometimes i'm afraid of losing you even though you'd remind me over and over agn that you'll never leave me.. i guess i couldnt imagine the pain i'll face of losing you..thats why i've been very annoying for the past few days/ weeks...i just want you to remember all the moments we are together..even though its annoying, and sometimes piss u off..i just want you to remember that.,.cause i will certainly remember my moments with you for the rest of my life...
i've dated a few guys in the past but that is the past you are the present and the future..and yes i do want a future with you...i believe in you..i trust you...i just want you...your the only one i can count on of giving me joy...you give me hope...you gave me so much than my family...i was lost but now i'm found thats toi you...i dont want a friend that saying they love but dont mean it to spend their rest of their life with me..i just want a best friend that can laugh with me and at me and go through hard moments with me even if its very very hard...and YOU"RE the best friend i always wanted and more....you'd gave me all the things to please my little heart...thank you thank you and thank you~
I LOVE YOU~
remember......i just want a best friend that can laugh with me and AT me~i just want someone to go to and laugh with..and go through hard times with me...k?
i hope you know what im talking bout...=) i also like childish fat cows =p
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
4 sc 2 a.k.a 4 sc ZOO~
set things straight
but now theres another thing thats really really bothering me..that is the RUMOURS...
i thought i was over this..until today..comon' u all know that im no quitter...i understand why the rumours spread..but i couldn't believe my eyes and ears when u knew who started it...
it was VERY dissapointing...and it is VERY VERY LOW even for the person who started it...(you should know better~! shame on you~!)
what is more dissapointing is the ones who believed it and spread it...y'all should knw me better than this...
i have my reasons..and its not because im afraid or just being negative..
if youre really my friend then you'll believe me when i say i will be back~!
if you dont believe me then stand a side...AND WATCH ME..
im not the kind that will be pushed around by ANYONE~!
just want you to know that i really put all my heart and soul into this thing...
but thanks to certain people..all my hardwork is ruin~
not to be rude but find something else better to do with your life~
one who spread lies about other people to get to the top is the lowest people in the universe~!
remember this~
15/7/08
Monday, July 14, 2008
14/7/08 resigned
today 14/7/08 i had made my final decision to resign as a librarian once an for all..
i have no regrets to my decision.
the reason of my decision is not because of the post. so please stop spreading rumours...
im sick and tired of rumours...get a life people..
in this 3/4 years i didn't meant to hurt anyone..if i did..im sorry..please forgive me..
and in this few years time. I WORKED hard to get to the top..I did not USE ANYONE to get to the top..
my love is true..and my hardwork is all real.
the reason i resigned is because i'm falling ill from a disease..im taking these time to treat it and i want to spend more time with my family, which i had been ignoring because of business..
i just want to use this left over time to do what i had left out doing..
working in the library with all the seniors and juniors had been a lot of fun...
i learnt a lot from them.
i thank you all for giving me the time of my life...
i didn't want to leave as this is a sudden..but as my body is getting weaker each day..i find it impossible to complete my duty in the library...
i didnt want anyone to know about this...so why did i come clean now?
i just want to set straight everything...
i did not resign because i was upset and displease with the result of the post
i did not resign because of HIM..
i did not resign because if the unfairness from the teachers,,
although i leave with undying heart..but i cannot do anything...
i will really miss y'all...as we had share a lot of memories together..
after you read this i just want u to know that i don wan any special treatment or sympathy..
i just wan to be treated fair and as usual...
even though im no longer a librarian doesn't mean im not melissa choy~! =)
im always the crazy girl in 4 sc 2...
before i end this...i just want to say sorry to anyone that i had hurt for the past years.and thank you to all my friends that had supported me over the years...
my heart is always with y'all...my spirit is always in the library...hope y'all find new and fresh inspiration..
i know y'all will do well with or without me ^^
once a librarian alwayz a librarian (eventhough just in heart) =p
~~~~~~~Melissa~~~~~~
Friday, July 11, 2008
!!!SMKDP SUX!!!
all this years of hard work...non of it being paid off...you ask us to respect y'all but wat bout us? we are hyuman beings too..if you learn to respect us you'll find it more easier to communicate wit us..
like you all said you all was once a teenager like us...USE YOUR BRAIN!!! and think..! wat were you like in those days? rebelious? naughty? or maybe you are always the hard working but never gets anything in repay...or maybe you are the one putting your hopes and looking at it crashing down infront of you...
Ever had that feeling??
you all know what its like...i know you have your own responsibility....and so do we...but its not wrong to have fun and USE YOUR BRAIN ONCE IN A WHILE!@!!@!!
its wrong to judge a person if you DONT REALLY know them...you dont know the pain that we are going through because of y'all...you tried that before in your years...so why do you want to pass it down to us?
because of your actions..it will be pass down to generations. ending up we only have one person to blame...
im upset because of y'all...i've put my heart and soul to everything i did for .....but at the end...(sigh) u all disgust me~!
you all have no rights to hurt anyone like that~!!!!!!!! this scar wil remain in me forever~!!!
bullshit to the teachers who had hurt my feelings and my spirit~!!
you're in my list~!
Friday, July 4, 2008
please~><
no offence but u're really a lil bit too drama queen-ish~!
i thought you were the loving, funny, sweet, nice, thoughtful.....kind of guy...but end up ure just a baby....
u cant accept rejection...thats not my fault..why are you blaming me? i just followed your orders...
for your information...im not feeling any guilt...cause i din do anything wrong...
girls like me doesnt care bout a guys' appearance its the heart that counts..
my current bf mayb isnt the perfect one infront of other girls...but he is to me..he's the only 1 who can let me act like a fool infront of him and doesnt mind i make wrong mistakes...not only that he loves me..ALOT~!!! more than u fools ever will..i'd made up my mind...i wan no one else but him.
he' s the one for me...
the rest of y'all can pack your bags and get lost..i dont wana care a damn bout y'all..
i dun wana b rude but you leave me no choice to say this...
i wan to do things my OWN way...n listen to my heart for now on~!
i wont let u decide for me....
for i am my own master...your nt the boss of me~!
goodbye~!!!
Friday, May 2, 2008
Argue
Saturday, March 22, 2008
stressed out - trust
ppl said i changed...but i myself didnt realize it..is it true? that i've change into someone im not? if not...then why are you all blaming me? cant u see im going through a lot? im just a normal teenager who obviously needs some comfort and maybe a lil attention..dont just leave me behin and not tellling me why...please dont do that,...i might not show a lot of love to the one im suppose to..but deep inside...i really really love u more than i ever did...i appreaciate u all more than i ever did...just stop judging me from the outside..please..although sometimes i act like its nothing..but deep down it matters to me alot..
for once i want someone to appreciate me for who i am...i sometimes act im strong and brave..but like i said..its just acting..im just a girl...i just dont want to let you worry bout me..if you want me to be independent then u have to believe what im doing..if u dont let me go now..i might never grow up...im a teenager going through teenage problems like evryone will...why cant you understand my needs? please give me a lil fate...one day i'll show u wat im capable of ...now its like a test to me...if now i dont succeed...just let me try until i reach my point...
i believe i can do it...now...i just need your trust...without all of ur fate...im nothing...so please....
working with stress behing my back.
Monday, February 18, 2008
bang bang tang [lollipop]
they can act and sing very well...before they became actors/ singers, they went through alot of challenges, like reading long scrips, dancing, singing and even some comedy. Even though the road to success isnt easy, but they never had doubt and they never give up. this is what impressed me the most. Now im goin to tell you their personality 1 by 1.
Name:Liao Yi Ying(Wei Lian)
D.O.B:1985/10/07(Libra)
Age:22
Height:176cm
Weight:67kg
Interest:BasketBall,Swimming
Name:Yang Qi Yu(Xiao Yu)
D.O.B:1985/07/05(Cancer)
Age:22
Height:172cm
Weight:60kg
Interest:Playing guitar,sports
Name:Qiu Sheng Yi(Prince/Wang Zi)
Chinese name: 邱勝翊
D.O.B:1989/04/14(Aries)
Blood type: O
Age:18
Height:173cm
Weight:53kg
Interest:Basketball
Name:Liu Jun Wei(Ah Wei)
D.O.B:1985/10/15(Libra)
Age:22
Height:168cm
Weight:60kg
Interest:Dancing,watch movie
Name:Zhuang Hao Quan(Ao Quan/Owodog)
Chinese name: 莊濠全
D.O.B:1982/10/30(Scorpio)
Blood type: O
Age:24
Height:177cm
Weight:62kg
Interest:Drawing, Dancing
Name: Xiao Jie(Lil Jay/Brian)
Chinese name: 廖俊杰
D.O.B: 1986/9/25 (Libra)
Blood Type: A
Age: 22
Height: 174cm
Weight: 60.6kg
Interests: Dancing, Watch bang bang tang, play badminton
The had also released their first album in 2008. below is a bit bout their album.
Album: Na Li Pa
Artiste: Lollipop Bang Bang Tang
Company: EMI
Release Date: 28 December, 2007
Language: Mandarin
Album Information:Lollipop started off 2007 with their debut EP Colorful Lollipop, and now they're entering 2008 with their first full-length album! The past year has been a resounding success for the BBT boys as they extended their popularity from daily variety program Mo Fan Bang Bang Tang into the realm of music. The boys also tried out acting with the idol drama Brown Sugar Macchiato and took Hong Kong by storm. Though the six boys are now bonafide pop idols, their down-to earth personalities and goofy antics haven't changed one bit, a big reason why they've found such a dedicated fanbase in Taiwan and Hong Kong.Lollipop's latest project is the weekend variety program Na Li Pa, which is also the title of their new album. The album comes with ten new songs from owodog, A-wei, Xiao Yu, Xiao Jie, William, and Prince, ranging from mid-tempo ballads to dance numbers like first plug Yes. The boys participated in the songwriting process this time around, with Xiao Yu composing and Xiao Jie contributing lyics for "Among Us", a song about the group's experiences in the past year. Lollipop's new album comes as an exciting precursor to their first concert, which will be held at the Taipei Arena on January 26, 2008.
I hope u all will enjoy the details i gave here and please listen to their music or watch them in youtube. just type 'bang bang tang' ^^. ENJOY....
Thursday, February 7, 2008
wasted all this while
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
valentine
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Ooo-always-by-your-side-ooO
All i want is u to promise me that no matter what happens u will still hold me tight in your arms. Today, i finally understand why u dont like to talk...Its all just because you're a great listener.~!your a really great listener~thank ou for ALWAYS being their for me~3 years in a row~your the best!
I will always love you no matter what happens~nothing gonna stop me from loving you~and noone is gonna change my mind! i swear~im truly madly sincerely in love with u~i love u the way u r....n i hope u feel that way too~i love u swc i love u
Oooo-thank-you-oooO
Thursday, January 10, 2008
NEW
He's this special guy who caught my heart since the day i set eyes on him. He's no hawt stuff but he has a heart of a bear but he's my bear. ^^ My life started to change since he stepped foot into it.I never could find a word to describe how i feel about u. Eventhough nowadays 'something' keeps bothering u...but i still want u to know that i love u very very much~Nothing is going to change between u and me. ok?
by the way, i have new hobbies now. Very new to new in fact, first is volleyball which i played for the first time in my life after that 'incident'. Yet i still cant deal with my fears yet. i dont know wat can i do. and that means i ,et new friends too. Well not exactly that new la...just that now we gotten closer..well, i jst stop here. ciaozz